Your thread sent me on a research binge the other day! There are 4 different Liliths.
3 hypotheticals
1 asteroid, and
1 fixed star.
I have a book by one of the first researchers of Lilith. Thing is, the exquisite amount of delineations describe placements of h58 Waldemath Black Moon.
DelphineGloriaJay(author)
I'm relatively certain these descriptions can possibly be applied to the following "hypothetical" Liliths.
* h21 "natural apogee" Lilith (interpolated
* Mean (average) Black Moon Lilith {astrodienst symbol}
* h13 "oscillating perigee" TRUE LILITTH
* h58 Waldemath Dark Moon / Black Moon Lilith
1181 Lilith (the asteroid)
THEN!,
Fixed Star Algol (25+ Taurus) was also referred to as Lilith. .. the Lilith Star.
After reading your posts, this book I have here, describes some of the effects you are relating, but approaches the 'reasons' for it from a different perspective.
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While I was reading this research, transiting Mean Lilith was conjunct Chiron in Aries.
Happens that I had the television news on. They were discussing the Coronavirus-19 and need for Ventilators (airway, lungs). I was astounded, because, there are keywords and rulership lists in this book describing Lilith that seem to pertain to the news items! ..
~heh! even relating to the Bats! Scientists think the virus was in that animal and transformed to begin to affect humans?!
Amazing lists!
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My mean Lilith is in sign of Sagittarius,
'True Lilith' is in Scorpio
… BOTH of those are inside my H12scorp.
h58 Waldemath Lilith is in Virgo H(9)leo.
USA Chart has her Waldemath only a degree from my own,
same house, same sign.
The description is so current to news in these past years!!
1181 Lilith (asteroid) is Capricorn H2.
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Another book I have describes the "asteroid" Lilith.
Demetra George, Dennis Bloch.
Asteroid Goddesses (1986,2003),
page 190.
1181 Lilith (Power Issues)
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.. In interpersonal relationships,
her responses range
from complete withdrawal to bickering and sexual manipulation,
to skillful negotiation and compromise.
Because of the primal resentment that arises from being rejected, Lilith contains a tremendous amount of repressed anger.
This suppressed rage, when activated, has the potential to erupt in sexual domination and violence.
On the positive side,--
Lilith teaches us the art of consensus,
by which the transformative energy of Mars-Pluto can be used to fuse rather than destroy relationships.
In chart analysis,
a prominent Lilith displays the quality of personal independence,
and a refusal to submit to another
or to compromise one's beliefs,
{with consequence of forfeiting}
the potential for 'resolution', also.
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Lilith's aspects to the planets
depict how the contacted-planet deals with the issue of "conflict resolution."
For example,
Lilith-Ceres focuses on resolving conflict in family matters;
Lilith-Jupiter contacts may involve religious beliefs;
with Lilith-Venus the focus is on love and sex, etc.
In synastry--
Lilith contacts signify the need for the individuals to learn "negotiation" ;
as well as potential problems involving sexual fear, rejection, anger, and suspicion.
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SpiderLite..
I've seen threads on asteroid PALLAS Athene, that describe some of the conflict you described.
- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/2019–20_coronavirus_pandemic